It's Friday!!!! I don't have work for 2 days. I love the weekends. I am going to have a early lunch with my friend, Rachel, and then go to class. Then I get to hang out with my husband and all my pets. Well I have to get ready to leave one home to go to another. I have two homes. That has it's good points and bad points, but I have love at both homes, so it's pretty good. Bye all.

I blew off registering for the Spring classes. I am sure I can still get into a English 101 class, but who knows what other classes I should take. The problem is that I don't know what I am chasing. I don't seeing how I can fit in a two year degree, with working full time, and being a Mom. I don't think I am the type of person who can only take a class or two a semester and remember what I been taught to get the degree. Not working isn't a option, and either is working less hours.
College is okay so far. My English teacher is really cute!!! Only four weeks of his teaching. Boy am I going to miss him. Maybe some of the other teachers are cute. haha

This is a picture of my new bunny. Not a very good picture though. Vote for her name.
Looks like the selling the parent vote was about 2 cents lol. Now I am afraid. What are some of the fast ones that you pulled with your parents. It's time to confess. I skipped most of the 7th grade year, and when the machine would call. I would just get the phone first, that's if my parents were home. I did the same thing in 8th grade, and no one knew or bothered to do anything until I was taken to court. I was busted!!!! Now tell me your secrets and vote for a bunny name.

I came home from school yesterday to find no one home. On Monday's Tyler tends to meet me at the drive way to get a toll for me to get in the driveway. I usually give him anything from .50 to a dollar or so. I called and they wouldn't tell me where they were.
So I am just sitting home, and I am feeling pretty sick from my allergies or cold, and then they come in. Tad was wearing his jacket and told me to reach in his coat. So I reached and there was something fuzzy and warm in his coat. It was a baby girl bunny. I have never had a baby bunny before. All my other one came to me as grown ups. All the other animals are trying to check her out. We want to try and make this one be able to roam the house more.
We haven't name her yet. I will post a picture and do a poll on a few suggestions and you all can vote for the best name. I still miss Roger and sad that he died. It's weird how fast death happens. A few hours before he died, he was eating baby food for me, and I had plans to take him to work, so I could continue to help him recover. My husband is so sweet to think of me and try to make me feel better. I will sell bunny kisses to you for 5 bucks!!!! Of course Tyler is sweet too! He was so excited to bring me home a new baby. Well I got to finish getting ready for work, and walk Ann. burrrrrr it's cold.

Goodbye Roger Rest in peace

I took Roger to the vet this morning and he got a injection of antibiotic and a infection of fluids for a upper respiratory infection. He passed away, in my arms about 7 pm tonight. I tried to save him. I was giving him water, and baby food, since that was their advice. This really sucks. Where is my pill or drug, because this really sucks.

My bunny

My Bunny Rabbit, Roger isn't feeling well. It looked like maybe he had a stroke, and there's not much that can be done. Tonight I tried to give him water, and it looks like maybe his teeth are overgrown. I really can't afford expensive tests, but if the vet thinks that the reason for him not eating is his teeth that should be affordable. I spooned fed him water, so maybe if I keep doing that he will make it till the morning. This really sucks!!!

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This is a picture of a picture of my Pepa. He is my grandfather on my Dad's side. He has been dead for quite a while now. I gave this picture to my Dad and other family members, but lost my copy of it. My sister was nice enough to make me a couple prints of it. This is him by his favorite car. He is the only grandparent that I really have memories of. Rest in peace Pepa. Love you!!!!

2 years

This month marks my two year anniversary as a caregiver for the elderly. I have been with the same clients for about a year and half. In the last year and half on a occasion I have went to another clients home, but mostly I just do my live-in shifts with who I call Bob and Sandy. They are both doing well for their age. They are pushing 98 years of age. They just voted in what I would think is going to be their last presidental election. They lived long enough to see a black voted into office. What a life!! I have seen a lot of clients die. Not personally, but one day they are my client, and the next day they are dead. It kind of sucks.
A lot has happened in the last two years. 2 years ago this month, I was in the final process of my divorce from my first husband. I bought a house and a new/used car. None of that could I have done if my new husband wasn't helping me. Also I got married to my new husband. I now have two step kids. I don't know what role a step parent really does. In the movies, she is the bitch, and the step kids would be cleaning the floor over and over. lol. I think that only happens on Cinderella. The step kids get treated bad and the "real" kids to the Mom can do no wrong. My step kids have never lived with me so it's not any one's fault that their really isn't a step parent/step kid relationship.It's not that I don't care for them. They are great. I grew up in a split home and they aren't really missing anything. That may sound cruel for Tad, but I was a teenager, and it wasn't fun. They live in a split home and my husband is a Step Dad. He is helping raising them and has the role of a parent. Even Will and Tyler have the different relationship with the same step parent. Tyler is more accepting, because he is young. Will on the other hand, is a teenager and hasn't been as a accepting. The rules are different and Dad, and Tad are very different. Also maybe teenagers feel as if they accept the new role, then they are accepting of their parents split. It don't help if "Dad" doesn't like "Tad" , Because now if we like Tad, we are betraying Dad.
Also lately my mind is on overdrive. Is their a pill or a drug to cure it? I am struggling with my feelings of grief and sorrow over missing out on being a mother to the daughter, I was forced to place for adoption. I can't get better, because I can't accept that it was the right thing to do. I was grown enough to take care of my brother and sister, and I don't mean the once in a great while thing. I mean I remember a summer where my break from them was going for a salad and a drink to get away from them. Mom was gone that much. I mean getting left with food stamps and buying junk food, because their wasn't a parent around to take care of us. I was the parent. Ashley will be coming of age next year and I suppose that has sent me into a panic. Well the rest is for my other blog. Also this year Will has went to go live with his Dad. He thinks the grass is greener on the other side. His Dad thought Will's bad grades were do to my parenting and the school. Well Will still has bad grades. I guess he needs a kick in the ass!! It didn't work buddy.
In the past two years we have lost Tigger, Little Dogi, Silver moved to the neighbors. We have added Ann, Sammy, Marty, and Snacky, but I prefer calling him Tiger. Also my sister and three pets for a while. Oh and I forgot we added two gerbils named Amy and Fuzzy. We have a lot of black animals, such as three cats, three dogs and Fuzzy.
Also Tyler and Will started new schools. For privacy reasons I won't put that down. Will is a 8th grader and Tyler is a 3rd grader. Will is your typical know it all teenager and Tyler is sweet and innocent. He does no wrong!! hahaha We live in a neighborhood full of girls. There are some cute,pretty little girls and Tyler is their friend. I wonder if one of them will be his first crush. Well this is long enough and I am going to go have lunch with Tyler. He still loves his Mommy to come to the school. Bye all

We had a great Halloween!! I am still learning how to post pictures with the new phone so no pictures right now. Tyler was Superman and Ann was batman!!! We all had a great time. Tyler was more interested in coming home and passing out candy. When we ran out. He started giving some of his own candy away. I thought it was so sweet of him. Will tricked or treated with some friends. I think he is a little old for that, but he lives with his Dad now so that's up to him. It's not a issue worth fighting over. Well not much going on here. Bye all.

The real me