This is Tj and my brother Matt in the background. They made this picture when goofing around on the computer. I am not sure who knows more about computers, Matt or Tj? haha . They both know their way around a computer very well.

update on Shadow

He is doing better than I would have thought, we have taken the collar off, as long as we are watching him. I took him with me to drop the kids to their Dad. Then we went to the post office to check the p.o. box to check the box. No one sent Ann any toys, probably a good thing, because she hasn't been on her best behavior. Shadow pee'd on the floor at the post office. He said "that's what ya get for raising the cost of stamps" Do it again stupid idiots and see what I do next. Don't ya know it costs more than a penny to make a penny stamp. and I have the little brain.

Ann had her stitches out from her spay. I picked up her up a heart room pill. When she is a year old, she can donate blood to earn her keep. 25.00 for a donation, she only has to give 60 times to make the money, that it cost to take care of shadow.

Presous gave me a birthday present, a dead little birdie!! ewwww why do my animals want to gross me out. My husband prepared for the bird for her lunch. just kidding, but sure glad that he was here to deal with the bird. bye for now.

Shadow

Big dog and little dog fighting doesn't equal good news. Shadow lost his snack plus his eye. I feel really bad for him. I should have been watching over him, protecting him. He spent all night in the emergency room at the cost of 1200.00, plus now is at the regular doc's office for some more money. I wouldn't have done it any different, could have put him down, but the thought never crossed my mind. Going to have to find a way to make more money to pay the credit card bill. The important thing is that he will be OK. Scarred for life but OK.
Right now I am visiting hell, and I am going to keep fighting so maybe I can get out before the devil knows I am there. Bye for now

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Here now

I am at work yesterday doing the dishes, and I hear Bob* say something to his wife, and I think Damn I am going to miss these guys when they leave this earth. Sometimes it makes me want to cry thinking about it. Or cry when I see her mental health go down the tube. But I tell myself to keep strong and keep on taking care of them.
Then at night when I am hanging out in the hallway, because Sandy is in the bathroom, he comes up to me. He gives me a hug, and says "I love you, your a great lady" I told him that I love him too, and that I enjoy coming to see them. On my birthday May 30th, I have been with them for a year. He talks about his kids and grandkids quite a bit. I missed having that kind of relationship with grandparents. I take care of them, but I also get lectured and try not to let him see me drinking tons of soda, so maybe in a way. I got foster grandparents.

Today is Memorial Day. There are many people are died for their country, and today we think of them. But we should think of them more often, because they gave us freedom. Rest in peace veterans lost to the wars. Lets love not fight.

* when I mention my clients name, they are fake names to protect their privacy. Bye for now.

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I bought jenga, been a while since I have played this game. We all had a pretty good time. Will was here on the weekend, for the most part he acted pretty good. bye for now

Mediation wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. But just in case anyone is wondering, this means that a purple elephant didn't run him over.

I am in for two hours of sitting with my ex husband, this is gonna suck. It will drive me to want to drink. But it has to be done. I hope this mediation stuff works, I am tired of all the crap. It will be just as bad sitting in a divorce court room for two hours. I think happy married couples, should just go sit in those court rooms. Maybe if they seen all the bullshit that goes on after a divorce, they will see that a divorce doesn't end the fighting. So ya might as well make it work. Not saying that, I am unhappy that I am remarried. Well got to finish getting ready to talk with the ex. That's if a big purple elephant doesn't run him over on the way there. hahahaha

stuff

My guy took Ann to the vet to have her checked out because of our concerns with a bump under his cut. They said it's nothing to be too worried about, but to keep a eye on it. I don't have any experience with spaying a dog, so I am not sure how often this condition happens. I have had a couple cats spayed and nothing like that.

I haven't been doing very well, Fighting with my guy, and not getting enough sleep. Drinking way to much soda, but then again, I always do. I worry about my clients, I try and do the best care for them. It's sometimes stressful working around people who are slipping. They might say something and I think they are joking but they are for real. Like Bob asking me what kind of ice cream, I handed them. I said french vanilla. He said it looked like chocolate, I told him he better get back to the eye doc. haha. Not sure if he was making a joke. I am pretty sure he was. Today I made them home made custard, don't know how they eat that stuff. Yuck!! Oh well. Next week, I am going to make them carrot cake. Well give it my best shot at it. They don't have everything, I will need to do it.

They are getting a new caregiver next month, one lady of many years is leaving. It's funny a year ago, I was at the bottom of the Tadpole list when it came to the other caregivers, now I am at the top. Not so sure I like the top. Next week I am taking a mini vacation. I can't afford it, but going to do it anyway. Well got to run.

Tonight we moved Roger to the back porch, he will be much happier there. Ann is doing pretty good, but there maybe a complication from her surgery. My husband is taking her to the vet tomorrow.I hope she will be just fine. Tonight she was chasing her tail, a few times she actually got it. and ran in circles holding her tail. She is a silly dog, but got to love her. Bye for now, got to brush my hair out, and make my guy braid it.