Hey all!! I went to go see my Aunt Cleo, but it might be the last time I see her. She is very sick. I have always loved her, but never really seen her much. I guess that's how family tends to get.. only see people at weddings and funerals. My family hasn't invited us to wedddings and Aunt Cleo doesn't go to funerals. She didn't even attend her own daughter's. I know I am a care giver and I should go back, but I keep thinking why go now when I didn't go before she was ill.

Besides the sad part of my day, I had a good day. The boys went with their Dad for Great of America. I have relaxed and hung out at the bike path with Ann. She just loves going for walks and wanted to jump in the river. I would have let her do it, but I don't want a stinky dog riding in my van. Now if I had Tad's car that would be ok. haha. Speaking of Tad, I just love him so much. I just dropped off a vase with a couple roses at his work. I didn't see him and I just placed them on the counter and took off. I wanted him to be surprised. There were a few customers that saw me and maybe they will tip him more, because happy people give out more money.

bunny talking

My Mommy thinks I might be having some baby bunnies. Who wants a little bunny like me? Please understand that bunnies are not like cats or dogs. Not all bunnies want to be held unless you really spend time when they are young to hold them. All the other bunnies were shelter bunnies so they don't like to be held like me.

I am just plain tired. I am feeling stressed for time. I am tired of working 24 hour shifts and being a prisoner in their home. It's june and the fucking heat is at 75 degrees. My only outing is the grocery store or the hair salon. I know that I should be happy that I have a job, but I am working 72 hours a week for about 45 hours of pay. I want to move on, but I feel that I can't just walk away. I can't invest 2 years into them and just walk away. I don't want to quit until they die, but I don't know how much longer I can hang on. Don't worry I am not about to finish them off.
I just came home from the Ymca. It felt good to walk a little and soak in the hot tub.

Hey all....There isn't much new going on here. Tyler starts summer school in a couple of weeks. I am really wishing for a mini vacation to get the hell of out town. I don't even like to travel. I just want to get away and maybe go to a zoo or something. But my money goes as fast as I can make it. I guess that is just life.
I hope tomorrow I can find the time to go to the Y because no sense paying for it if I haven't been going. I just love the hot tub.
Today is the day that I do the grocery shopping for my clients. I just hate that job. I feel like I am under pressure to keep from spending too much money. It always looks more than it really is. I probably spend about 100 to 125 each week and that incudes them drinking scotch and sometimes over the counter meds. I wish I could give the job to someone else. No one will else will take it. This morning my co worker has a job interview so there might me a new person I have to train again. Happy!!!
My oldest son met my daughter's brother that the couple who "couldn't have kids did have a kid" on the school bus. I guess kids were just talking and Will caught on that this boy's sister was his sister, Ashley, by blood. How weird!! Maybe now they will know that we are real people with feelings, but I doubt it because they are old schooled and afraid of me I can't really be mad at them anymore. They are just a victim of the times.Couples who want to adopt now get so much more education and support and encouraged for open adoptions. . I guess I can't change them. However, I did learn that they totally honor my request on her first and middle name. Got to give credit where credit is due. Well I am going to go walk my big doggy.

My wonderful husband and son made home made banana muffins. Actually, I was suppose to make them, because I like the idea of making home made baked goodies, but I am just plain lazy!! I have learned that home made isn't that hard, but I still tend to want to do it, but don't do it.

Two dear drops for the two boys who while speaking to each other realized that they had something in common. One girl. Sister by dna and sister by adoption. There isn't much sharing going on. Planet earth is very small.

Ice cream

Tonight, Tyler and I went to dinner at Pizza hut with my Dad and his wife. I got to give the waiter a kiss. shhhh don't tell my husband lol. Then, Tyler and I went to Bing's on S. Main for ice cream. I think people need to support the little guys. Check out my boy. Are you jealous??
I also got to get in my Dad's truck and sit in the drivers seat, but I am not going to show the picture. I am just not going to go there.

Work has been okay. Bob went to the heart doc and they were shocked that he was still alive. I am admitting that I am just getting plain tired. It's not the clients but the amount of hours that I have to put in just to make a paycheck.
I had to stop at my new bank to ask a question about my new debit card. The lady who was helping me was about mid 20's but really short. Tyler just loves the new bank, because they give free hot chocolate and she offered him suckers. He said, out of her ear shot. "she is looking beautiful" Wow! that's the first of any mention of finding women pretty or something.
I still can't be sure of my bunny is pregnant or not. Where is the home test when I need one. haha

Hey little brother

Thanks, Matt, for helping take care of Tyler. You have really helped us and it makes me feel better that I know that he is in good hands. Thanks a million.

It's been a week since, I found the girl and boy bunny in the same cage. I still don't know if she is going to be a Mommy or not. I kind of hope not, because there is a chance that they were in there long enough to make to sets of bunnies and if that is the case they will all die. Now, I know that would take care of the need for finding good homes for baby bunnies, but I don't want to find a cage full of dead bunnies. I don't think she is any bigger, but she has been not as willing to let me hold her. So, I don't know if that is a sign of her protecting her babies.
School is ending this week. Today, I bought Tyler a year book. Year books in grade school are kind of new, but the kids like them and the companies know that some parents can't resist the cute little faces. I wish I could go out to Harlem and buy Will a yearbook, but I just can't do it. Hope everyone is enjoying Spring. Ann loves for anyone to throw a ball or stuff animal around so she can go get it. If only I can get her to mow the grass!!!