I am just plain tired. I am feeling stressed for time. I am tired of working 24 hour shifts and being a prisoner in their home. It's june and the fucking heat is at 75 degrees. My only outing is the grocery store or the hair salon. I know that I should be happy that I have a job, but I am working 72 hours a week for about 45 hours of pay. I want to move on, but I feel that I can't just walk away. I can't invest 2 years into them and just walk away. I don't want to quit until they die, but I don't know how much longer I can hang on. Don't worry I am not about to finish them off.
I just came home from the Ymca. It felt good to walk a little and soak in the hot tub.