6 more days until Ashley's birthday. Anyone want any cake? Birthday cake without the birthday girl is very hard to eat. Not only is it Ashley's birthday it's crashed into the world trade centers day too!! I wonder how sharing her birthday with that horrible day affects her. I don't know nothing. I hope she has a great birthday. She is old enough to move, marry or do just about anything she wants now. It's hard to feel anything but sadness around her birthday. Someone wake me up when September leaves. I am losing my battle within myself. Not that when September leaves all will be well. It will just be one more birthday gone.