Hey all!!!! I am still alive. I didn't chop my leg or arm off with the sharp tool for tearing up carpet. It's coming along. The more I work in there the more I am wondering if the sellers put the carpet and the blue paint down to please people looking to buy. I can see that the baseboards and the windows used to be brown. It's funny because I would have just liked it the way it was. I guess they could have saved me the work. It's okay though.
I took Ann out for a walk this morning and this white pit decided to climb the fence and run at us. I don't think it wanted to hurt us, but Ann gets so upset when people or other animals come at me fast. I don't have to be worried when I have her. I think that dog could have taken her, but I believe she would give her life for me. I think I would still get bit up, because I would have to get that mean doggy off of mine. That's if it was a mean doggy.
A caregiver that provides care for Bob and Sandy twice a week for 24 hours at given a 2 week notice. She is nice, but just not quite cut out for my job. Plus she is used to making more money so for her it's a insult to work for so little pay. I feel bad for my clients, because we just can't keep anyone. I end up getting to do the training. Oh boy!! I am wondering if this is the perfect time to go in there and ask for more money and paid death leave when they die. In a perfect world, I can afford to not work for a few weeks after my clients die. But it's not perfect. I would be broke. I am sad, because I am applying for a job where my step daughter works, but I keep getting button happy and have to start over. Do you know saying step daughter seems strange to me? It's easier than saying my husband's daughter from his first marriage, but step daughter just doesn't sound right to me. One when I think of step.. I am thinking evil things haha. It's just the fact that the only daughter I have ever been able to say daughter to really isn't mine. I guess it feels like cheating. How can my daughter who is almost 18 not really be mine, but the step daughter is in my family. Okay just call me weird. I don't care. Just wait till you all see the baby Jennifer doll that I have on layaway. I choose it, because I just love that Tad buys the furniture and now when I joke that the baby is crying. I can say that Jennifer if crying. haha. Maybe I will be placed on the 4Th floor and get a vacation. I am not crazy. I swear I am not.

I have been working hard on our bedroom. I am just going to love our new look. It's going to be even better, because I did the work. I can look back at it and say I did it. Well, okay someone else put the floor there and hid it with carpet. What were they thinking? I hope I don't find a huge hole or big ugly spot somewhere. Then I will know what they were thinking. I have pulled up the carpet where the dresser was and the Ann's condo all the way up the bed. I am going to stop there for today. I just got to sweep all the dirt up. Did I mention that I hate to vacuum.
I took Ann out to the bike path for a walk. I love this time of the year. I just love animals. All the geese and ducks and the babies. We were thirsty so I tried to teach Ann how to drink out of the water fountain. I figure there isn't any signs saying that it isn't allowed. She didn't quite get it, but she will learn.
I thought I would add another picture of my process of our bedroom. It looks worse in the picture than it really does, because of poor camera. I hope to have my camera up and running soon.

Sunday, marks three years since we bought our house. I still love my house, but I want to change things. Since I didn't get bunnies and Tad is working more I am bored. We want to pull out our living room carpet and put some kind of flooring down, but what better practice to start with my bedroom. Guess what? It looks like it already has a nice wooden floor hidden down there. I am going to be in big trouble, because there is no stopping this home improvement or should we call destroying now. I am innocent I tell you. Tyler did it not me.

No bunnies!! :(

bunnies maybe?

Not that anyone really cares haha but Rabbitrabbit is busy building a nest. Maybe we will have baby bunnies in the morning. A part of me just loves this excitement of new life, but then there is the side of me that knows most bunnies don't find good homes. My baby bunnies will not be snake food. Stay tuned in for more bunny up dates.

If my bunny is pregnant she is due in two days. I really don't think she is though. So, no baby bunnies for us. It's probably for the best though. I would hate to take her baby bunnies from her. I could see us as being known as the crazy bunny people, because we have 2 dozen rabbits.

My vine that is growing on our fence.

Meet Charlie

I might just be a nut, because I just can't get enough of this boy Charlie on this Father's Day commercial. He is just so cute and adorable. My husband took a picture of the tv to send charlie to me on my phone. Here is Charlie. Isn't he cute?

Does anyone have anything that's kind of silly that they really want to do? I really want a tour of a fire station. I would love to get my picture taken with the firemen and get to look at where they live and sleep while on duty. I have so much respect for them puttng thier lifes on the line and also they are just plain hot in their uniforms. Well that's my silly dream. Now how do I get the firehouse to agree? My 9 year old son really wants to go? hahaha. Now tell me your silly dreams.

I am home

I survived my two day prison sentence. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I was able to read quite a bit and watched a really good girl movie on the hallmark channel. I didn't get to sleep till after midnight, but it was okay since I was able to sleep in a little. I really just loved the movie. It was a about a girl who was tossed around in foster care. She had been placed because her Mom was killed and her Dad was injured and afraid. Long story short is that someone helped the Dad and the girl reconnect. Awwww.
Bob* wasnt doing too well. He really feels as if he is going to die soon. Soon as wondering if he will make it through the night. Do I stay or run for another job before I am without any income. Sandy's son's will probably toss her in the nursing home. Who knows what is the right thing to do.

Summer is here and I just want to give everyone a friendly reminder to slow down for the work men fixing the streets. The men could be someone's Daddy or Grandpa or maybe even their hot husbands.

I have had a relaxing weekend with my husband. It was a nice break without kids. I love them, but sometimes they can be so demanding. They want you to play with them and feed them. haha. Got to love them.
I am about to go to work for 48 hours. I hate it. I just can't stand staying in and not getting any fresh air. Well got to get ready for my prison term.

Hey all!! I went to go see my Aunt Cleo, but it might be the last time I see her. She is very sick. I have always loved her, but never really seen her much. I guess that's how family tends to get.. only see people at weddings and funerals. My family hasn't invited us to wedddings and Aunt Cleo doesn't go to funerals. She didn't even attend her own daughter's. I know I am a care giver and I should go back, but I keep thinking why go now when I didn't go before she was ill.

Besides the sad part of my day, I had a good day. The boys went with their Dad for Great of America. I have relaxed and hung out at the bike path with Ann. She just loves going for walks and wanted to jump in the river. I would have let her do it, but I don't want a stinky dog riding in my van. Now if I had Tad's car that would be ok. haha. Speaking of Tad, I just love him so much. I just dropped off a vase with a couple roses at his work. I didn't see him and I just placed them on the counter and took off. I wanted him to be surprised. There were a few customers that saw me and maybe they will tip him more, because happy people give out more money.

bunny talking

My Mommy thinks I might be having some baby bunnies. Who wants a little bunny like me? Please understand that bunnies are not like cats or dogs. Not all bunnies want to be held unless you really spend time when they are young to hold them. All the other bunnies were shelter bunnies so they don't like to be held like me.

I am just plain tired. I am feeling stressed for time. I am tired of working 24 hour shifts and being a prisoner in their home. It's june and the fucking heat is at 75 degrees. My only outing is the grocery store or the hair salon. I know that I should be happy that I have a job, but I am working 72 hours a week for about 45 hours of pay. I want to move on, but I feel that I can't just walk away. I can't invest 2 years into them and just walk away. I don't want to quit until they die, but I don't know how much longer I can hang on. Don't worry I am not about to finish them off.
I just came home from the Ymca. It felt good to walk a little and soak in the hot tub.

Hey all....There isn't much new going on here. Tyler starts summer school in a couple of weeks. I am really wishing for a mini vacation to get the hell of out town. I don't even like to travel. I just want to get away and maybe go to a zoo or something. But my money goes as fast as I can make it. I guess that is just life.
I hope tomorrow I can find the time to go to the Y because no sense paying for it if I haven't been going. I just love the hot tub.
Today is the day that I do the grocery shopping for my clients. I just hate that job. I feel like I am under pressure to keep from spending too much money. It always looks more than it really is. I probably spend about 100 to 125 each week and that incudes them drinking scotch and sometimes over the counter meds. I wish I could give the job to someone else. No one will else will take it. This morning my co worker has a job interview so there might me a new person I have to train again. Happy!!!
My oldest son met my daughter's brother that the couple who "couldn't have kids did have a kid" on the school bus. I guess kids were just talking and Will caught on that this boy's sister was his sister, Ashley, by blood. How weird!! Maybe now they will know that we are real people with feelings, but I doubt it because they are old schooled and afraid of me I can't really be mad at them anymore. They are just a victim of the times.Couples who want to adopt now get so much more education and support and encouraged for open adoptions. . I guess I can't change them. However, I did learn that they totally honor my request on her first and middle name. Got to give credit where credit is due. Well I am going to go walk my big doggy.

My wonderful husband and son made home made banana muffins. Actually, I was suppose to make them, because I like the idea of making home made baked goodies, but I am just plain lazy!! I have learned that home made isn't that hard, but I still tend to want to do it, but don't do it.

Two dear drops for the two boys who while speaking to each other realized that they had something in common. One girl. Sister by dna and sister by adoption. There isn't much sharing going on. Planet earth is very small.

Ice cream

Tonight, Tyler and I went to dinner at Pizza hut with my Dad and his wife. I got to give the waiter a kiss. shhhh don't tell my husband lol. Then, Tyler and I went to Bing's on S. Main for ice cream. I think people need to support the little guys. Check out my boy. Are you jealous??
I also got to get in my Dad's truck and sit in the drivers seat, but I am not going to show the picture. I am just not going to go there.

Work has been okay. Bob went to the heart doc and they were shocked that he was still alive. I am admitting that I am just getting plain tired. It's not the clients but the amount of hours that I have to put in just to make a paycheck.
I had to stop at my new bank to ask a question about my new debit card. The lady who was helping me was about mid 20's but really short. Tyler just loves the new bank, because they give free hot chocolate and she offered him suckers. He said, out of her ear shot. "she is looking beautiful" Wow! that's the first of any mention of finding women pretty or something.
I still can't be sure of my bunny is pregnant or not. Where is the home test when I need one. haha

Hey little brother

Thanks, Matt, for helping take care of Tyler. You have really helped us and it makes me feel better that I know that he is in good hands. Thanks a million.

It's been a week since, I found the girl and boy bunny in the same cage. I still don't know if she is going to be a Mommy or not. I kind of hope not, because there is a chance that they were in there long enough to make to sets of bunnies and if that is the case they will all die. Now, I know that would take care of the need for finding good homes for baby bunnies, but I don't want to find a cage full of dead bunnies. I don't think she is any bigger, but she has been not as willing to let me hold her. So, I don't know if that is a sign of her protecting her babies.
School is ending this week. Today, I bought Tyler a year book. Year books in grade school are kind of new, but the kids like them and the companies know that some parents can't resist the cute little faces. I wish I could go out to Harlem and buy Will a yearbook, but I just can't do it. Hope everyone is enjoying Spring. Ann loves for anyone to throw a ball or stuff animal around so she can go get it. If only I can get her to mow the grass!!!