Sometimes I feel that I have shared my blog with most of the family, but my posts are not always kid friendly. So I decided that I would create a blog that my children can have read. I didn't connect the two, because I don't want them to be able to read this one. So if you want to you can check this out too. http://puppybunny1.blogspot.com

Have you ever seen a mad bunny? I have seen them mad before, but nothing compared to how Puppy acts when I try to get in his cage. I swear he growls. haha. We pushed Puppy and Kitty out of their cages and I was in there trying to get the litter box out and Puppy ran right between my lets to get into his cage. I guess you had to be there for it to be funny. Even though Puppy growls, I just love him. He is so plump!!

marriage secrets from experts

My clients feel like they don't have any reasons to live, it makes me sad that they feel that way. However, they are darn old. The conversations about why am I still alive came on different days and when the other one was sleeping. So I asked Bob* what was his secret to a long last marriage. I ask him this,because he had a marriage last 50 years until his wife died, and now 18 years.
Bob's answer was talking. Never get to the point where you can't talk anymore.

So last night Sandy* tells me she doesn't know why she is living. I told her I would miss her if she was gone. Then I asked her. What is your secret to a long lasting marriage. She was married over 50 years until her husband died and now they have been married 18 years.
Her answer to my question was understanding and honesty.

Somehow my teacher got on the subject of marriage. He said the secret to a successful marriage is. Men listen to your wives. Tell them how sorry you are if you do wrong and after you say it enough you will start to believe it yourself.

Men just fucking suck! It's like being married to a 14 year old. They think that if you don't agree with them.. then they can just beat it into your head. Not phyically but hello... I am my own person with my own thoughts. Men should accept their wifes and not try to change them or act like they are the parents. In my next life, I am going to be into women. I am just going to have me a bunch of animals and a girlfriend!! Women go slap your men.. You know they need it.

Yesterday, I was working and did all my normal stuff. We had dinner and then I was basically ordered to watch the President's speech. I wanted to talk on the phone and not watch the speech. After all, the tv is so loud that I can hear it. It made me think of William. He doesn't like to be told what to do. So I hang up the phone and head in there to watch the speech. I am thinking I should have talked under my breath and told him that I don't wanna and he isn't my boss. I could have stomped my feet and yelled at him, but I didn't because I am not a teenager. How do we get teenagers to understand that being told what to do doesn't stop at adult hood so you might as well get used to it. Unless your some big hot shot at a company or run your own business, but your going to have to put up with a lot of shit to get there. Even after your there the government will tell you what you can and can't do. So kids stomp all you want, because we don't live in a free world. Also, life isn't fair and the sooner you realize that the better.
Earlier in my day, I spent sometime talking to Pam, she is a retired teacher of mine. I really have a lot of respect and admire her. She just has a way of making my day. I think it's because she truly enjoys hearing from me. She isn't the same as a friend of my age. She has so much more to offer. I think everyone needs that special person that they can call. The rules have to be that you haven't slept with them. You can't have any desire to sleep with them. Also they can't be family.
I went to school today, my teacher is starting to make a little more sense. Today he was looking sexy. He has on a good pair of jeans, a belt and a button up shirt. Maybe I can get a A after all. I love making my husband jealous. haha. You better get out of that uniform and put something sexy on.
Today we are going to a visitation. My uncle Doug died on my Dad's side. He really hasn't been in my life in many years. I did love him at one time though. He had one a awesome voice that appealed to me. I never quit noticing it, because I just wasn't around him much. Life is short. One day you are alive and the next you are dead. Here one day.. do some drugs and drinking and poof your dead. Driving your car and crash poof your gone. babies are being born.. and weeks maybe months later. poof they are dead. I read the obits too much.

fish tank

Do you want fries?

There are times where I don't think I am a good enough caregiver, even though my clients tell me how much I mean to them and I hear things like "I don't know how I would have gotten out of that situation if Cristy wasn't here. It makes me almost cry. I have such a deep love for them that sometimes it hurts.
The reason I don't think I am always the best caregiver is because, I don't always have their best interest at heart. I say that, because I spend 24 hours a day, three days a week. Sometimes when I should be trying to get her to play scrabble with me or just talk to her, I need to do homework or I want to work on my scrapbook. Sometimes I just don't have the energy to put their needs about my mental health.
Yesterday, I think I put their best interest at heart. I played scrabble with Sandy* I got her to do some knee bends. I talked to her for a while.
On top of all the cleaning and cooking I made them some homemade custard. I spent a lot of time talking to Bob* about something important to him. After Sandy* went to bed, I spent about a hour talking to him and making him feel worthy. Besides my work stuff, I worked quite a bit on my paper due the next day. Between the paper and the emotional stuff with my clients, I felt like I should cry. I didn't cry, but damn why does it have to be so hard. Maybe I should just work at McDonald's.. Do you want fries with that?

News flash! We brought home a pregnant fish. So now we have a baby fish!! I am talking to my tank telling the fish not to eat the baby.

Marriage is all about giving and getting.. I really wanted the 55 gallon tank, because I am into big fish. It was also a ego thing. I have always wanted a big tank and said I would never get one unless I owned my own house. While I am happy that we got this 29 gallon tank. I am bummed because I was told that I couldn't get the fishy that would grow to feet long. It is also cheap entertainment for cats.

Tad put together my fish tank stand. Tyler was the flash light guy for extra light and I helped a little. Tad did most of the work, but he didn't mind. He gets rewarded for hard work.
We got all the rocks in there and the filter running now. So all we have to do is add the heater and the decorations and the little fishy guys.

I have survived the weekend. Monday Will went back home to his Dad's. I feel that his behavior has improved, but he really takes the fun out of everything. He thinks the world owes him everything and he doesn't have to do anything. Maybe it's a teenage thing and when he out grows it Tyler will take his spot. Maybe it's because his parents are divorced that he behaves the way he does. I don't recall being a bratty teenager, but then again I didn't have parents very much telling me no.
I want to take a trip to show Tyler Lincoln's home and both Tyler and Tad want to leave brother at home. I don't want to go without him, but at the same time I don't want him to pout for a hour of not getting the answer he wants. I feel like I am damned if I do and damned if I don't.
Sooner or later, I will post a picture of my new van. It's pretty cool. All of sudden the station feels a little cramped lol. I bought me a new fish tank. I really really wanted a 55 gallon take but my husband thought I was crazy, so I bought the 29 gallon tank. He is very mean. I am sure his kids know how mean he is!!!! Tell your favorite mean Dad story kids.

a little buzzed

Hey all.... did you miss me?? I was feeling a little frustrated, because one car was broke and the other one has bad brakes.. Did you hear the scraping?? Also add the loud muffler, so was living on the dangerous side of life by only adding 10 bucks for gas, because I didn't know how long my car would last. Luckily Tad arranged to get my brakes fixed so that was much better.
The bunnies are okay. Brownie is the cleanest and the most potty trained and has balls.. lol first one that I have ever seen. He isn't too friendly.
The new bunnies are cool, but they don't like me messing with their cage and stomp their feet when they are pissed lol. Brownie tried to check out the boys, but Kitty bit his nose. So he was bleeding. I have to clean out bunny cages about three times a week now. Did you know that they poop a lot?? Also if your not careful they stomp their feet and rabbit pee flies in your face. Bunnies are children only mothers can love.
My kids are okay, but driving me crazy and I admit that I got a little buzz now!!! I love my weekends off from work. I can't wait till my vacation from work. I love my clients, but I am tired of live in work. I want to commit to working for my clients until they die, but at this point I don't know if I can make it. It's not so much about the physical work. I sat around on my bed at work and was watching lifetime, but I miss out so much with my family and it sucks. I wouldn't mind it so much if I made enough money in two 24 hour days as a 40 hour week, but I spend 72 hours a week at work for a 40 hour paycheck. Sometimes the love that I get from my clients is enough, but not always.
Tad and I bought a new van. It was four wheels and can sit seven people,unless your like my friend and in that case she can sit about 15 people. I love the van, but car payments are going to suck!!! I still don't have a fish tank though. I want a big tank so no one will steal it. I got a big enough vehicle to bring it home now. I also bought a new baby doll. It came from All dolled up on Alpine. It's a cool place and she lets you put them on layaway. My doll was laying around waiting for me to buy it. It is wearing the outfit Tyler came home from the hospital in. You can call me crazy, because I like dolls, but then I again if I love my Tad I must be crazy lol. I took a picture of Shadow today, but it looks like we might be turned in to animal control if I post it. He needs a haircut. My family is just plain fucking nuts.. I need to drink more, because they make me want my own house. Calgon take me away.

Check out our new bunnies. Yes are crazy, but so are you!!! haha. Vote for your favorite names.

I remember when I first bought my first car. It was a 1993 ford tempo and it was all mine. I was so proud of my first car. My first husband walks in and says don't tell me you bought a new car? I said okay I won't tell you. Damn he was pissed, but I didn't care because I needed my own car.
I was so proud of my car. I put a lot into it and kept it running well. When people damaged my car it always made me feel really bad. It was like a personal attack against me.
My car was paid off and it kept running. Tad started using it as the pizza mobile last year. Now it's dead!!!!! Did you hear it's dead!! I am not happy. My first car that I ever owned is dead. So we have it towed and was suppose to bring the title so they could give us 150.00 for my car and we can't find the title, so they have to go get my car carrying it around on this big fork lift looking thing. They were carrying my car around like it was a rag doll.Tad wasn't too happy that they were jacking our car around, before they even paid for it. So it didn't have to spend it's first night in the graveyard quite yet. If we find the title then it will remain in the junk yard until people steal it's parts of it. I am not happy. I am really sad. I never even took any pictures of it, and if I do it now, they will show a very dirty car, because Tad didn't give it car washes and the fork lift thing didn't help it any.
On the positive side of things, we got a phone call from the animal shelter asking us to consider adopting two bunnies, they are used to living together. We agreed if they could provide us with a cage. So we go to the shelter and I just had to look to see if my sister's lab mix was there. She didn't have much choice and took her there. We found her, I am happy that they didn't put her to sleep, but I feel really bad for her. She is a good dog, but we couldn't handle her along with Ann. If anyone has the room for a small lab mix, she is there at the pound needing a home. She is less than a year old and is potty trained. Anyone know anyone who is considering a dog go check her out. Her name is princess.
In the next day or so, I will post some pictures of the new bunnies and will do a poll to help name them.

I love my husband!!!! Almost as much as I love Ann!!!! :)
You can't go wrong with big puppy dog eyes and kisses.

I am on cloud nine tonight. My sister copied some family pictures for me. Sometimes families are a pain in the ass lol, but not tonight. I will be adding these pictures to my scrap book for Ashley and will keep them forever. Wasn't I so cute?? Well almost as cute as Ashley!!!

The news in my life these last couple days are the following

• Brownie the new bunny is a boy! Anyone want baby bunnies??
  
• There is rumors that the poop factory is trying to buy houses up in my area. I love my house. Will stand in front of the wrecking ball.
• I turned in my first paper for school today. We had to give our paper to another student and they correct our grammar, misspelled words, and comma stuff. She only found two mistakes. So either I kept my skills or she is a idiot too!! lol
• The tempo known as the pizza mobile transmission died today
• I still don't have a big fish tank. Need big one so no one carries it off.
• Sandy (my client) turned 98 yesterday, she says she is aiming for 99
  

new bunny

We just had to adopt this little bunny. We couldn't pass him or her up. Yep we don't even know if it's a girl or boy. Don't worry we have them in different cages. The name he/she had was Brownie.

For some reason I still don't have a fish tank. I got a bad husband haha. The only fish he really wants is the kind he eats. He wants to eat my rabbit and my fish. He is a bad man.